微笑帶過~

有时候，在打网誌的当儿，打的都是心里说的话，却不能对外发表。

是自己对自己的话，给你们读到了，我的心就给你们看透啦。

还是给自己来个保留，免得招来是非。

现在的我，好不到哪里去。

21也过得平平淡淡，没有想象中的好或坏，

有时候，你再去在乎过去，却也回不去了。

也好，至少我给了我自己一份蛮不错的礼物。

记忆对我来说，可能是最大的礼物了。

老来，也得来一份安慰。

那一年，我错过了，

现在，我会更珍惜。

目前最担心的就是我的下一步，我不想再错过任何机会了，机会往往只来一回，把握不到，就没了。

原本是你的，你却不去尝试、不去紧握，可能下一秒就有人把你踢出局了。

钱，是个恶魔还是天使？

就看你往哪一个角度去看了。

每个人对事的理念都不同，可能你认为A那么做是践踏自己，然而A觉得这是我劳力换来的，他会更珍惜。

有时候，真的不要理会别人怎么看待你，他们想怎么想，你管不着，也轮不到你管。

唯一要做到的是，如何取悦自己。

给你再多的钱，做一个你不喜欢的，你永远都不会开心。

我的球鞋，就相等于我的老伴。

每一对鞋都有他们的故事及价值。

很多人觉得买那么贵的鞋，还不是穿在脚下，日子久了，还不是会给用完。

对我而言，买一双鞋，能让我开心，能让我拥有，能让我着用，这还不行吗？

当你发现周围的朋友，渐渐的远走，你会更珍惜和他们相处的时间，

虽然说，现在科技发达，想要见面谈，就可以视讯。

有没有想过对这那西方块谈天，是不是很乏味。

还有时差的问题，

每每夜深人静，总会让人想入非非，这时候，想找知心朋友谈心，也很难。

知心朋友，真的很难求，不是一夜一昼就能找到合适的。

得知某某因为一些争执就可以搞到天翻地覆，我猜想他们当初对外说的感情多好多好，也只不过这样。

今天，就在此歇笔。

To Birthday Girl & bloggie

I'm gonna make this short ,
First of all I'm here congratulating myself that my blog had sustain for 3 years !
And of course to wish my FERN FERN happy birthday !!!!

Say what !?

Apparently I got hooked by K-Pop , credits to one of my friends.

I know I'm a little too late for this. Who cares.

The first time I listen to Korean music was during TVXQ's debut.

Addicted to "The Rising Sun" , after awhile I'm not interested to any Korean music , then , I found Taeyang's "Wedding Dress" on youtube. There's when I get back onto K-Pop but I don't get all the groups' name.

Few days ago , friend of mine went for the Korea Music Festival held in Stadium Merdeka.

And came back will all the "Blah blah blah , and wah wah wah".

Since then , I get to know BigBang , SNSD , SuperJunior , 4minute & etc.

These few days , I kept playing GD & T.O.P's song. Just can't stop. Although I don't get the lyrics , I just like it.

Why I like BigBang so much ? Firstly , Wardrobe.

They are well-dressed with branded goods. Don't judge me , who doesn't like nice stuffs ?

From Christian Louboutin , John Galliano , Maison Martin Margiela , Alexander McQueen to Goyard and lots more.

I just got starstruck'd by them

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T.O.P wearing Christian Louboutin.

Second , Look

Well , T.O.P is one of the good looking artist in K-Pop industry , found out that he's Toy Collector , he has Kaw Dissected , Chanel Be@rbrick which appeared in his music video.

A 4ft Kaws Dissected in "KnockOut" MV

I like SNSD as well , as I ♥ Kim Taeyeon , Jessica Jung , Tiffany Hwang & Choi Sooyoung.

They started the trend by wear super-short shorts.

And get everyone fancy over their legs !

I'm one of them !

I'm not perv like what you think right now !

As a courtesy , I'm going to post their pic here !

P.S: Thanks for reading

Dahon Speed P8

Lately , I got myself a bike , a Dahon Speed P8.

due to difference of price , I brought it back all the way from Taiwan.

This is how it looks like : Before & After

Specification for Speed P8 :

Frame: 4130 Cromoly frame with Sonus (triangulated cross section) down tube, integrated head tube and forged frame hinge. Height adjustable Radius Telescoping stem with revised latching system

Drivetrain: Sram X7 rear derailleur, Sram 3.0 index grip shifter, 11-32T 8 speed cassette, Sugino crank 52T ring with resin ring guard. Chain catch clip to prevent chain jump to the inside.

Brakes: Kinetix V brakes and Avid V levers

Wheels: Kinetix Comp double walled rims in black. 20H front radial lacing, 28H rear, radial non drive side, 2x drive side. Schwalbe Big Apple 20 x 2.0 tires Kevlar belted 65psi.

Others: Wider BioLogic saddle with Biologic seatpost with built in air pump. Ritchey handlebar. Resin folding pedal. Kickstand. Magnetic frame clip system.

After 2 weeks of riding ,

I found out the seat is not comfortable for me , planning to upgrade it to Selle Royal , an Italian manufacturer of bicycle saddle.

Speed P8 is good for short , medium distance travel , not advisable for long distance.

Got this P8 because it's considerably faster bike in Dahon's lineup , I got no trouble with it so far.

Shifting gear via a grip shift on the right handle,

turning forward for lower gears and back for higher gears.

For a moment

Think of having a spontaneous trip to the nearest country ,

Some said Bangkok , some said Phuket , and also Singapore.

Sing jia po sing jia po ,

Gave me a lot of thoughts ,

To go or not to go , the choice is mine , but I couldn't make a decision.

For the age of 20 , maybe you think that I'm still young , I denied.

Too many things that I concerned about ,

My dream , my family , my friends , and the one I loved.

Knew it will be a tough decision for me again , clearing 2 years of bond ,

It's bout time for me to flee from the trap.

I'm gonna leave my sober here , buried it nine feets under.

Splash me with holy water , free my soul.

Follow the flow , take a risk , and loop over !

Mama-mia ~

F.R.I.E.N.D

What a FRIEND to you ?

Friend with benefits ?

Friend with hot chick ?

Friend with $$ ?

What are they ?

FRIEND's acronym delivers everything.

Few

Relation

In

Earth

Never

Die

To me , Friends mean everything.

They conquer my life ,

They hold me on when I'm in a deep shit ,

They scold me when I did something wrong.

And they taught me what's life.

Too many things to talk about.

Sometimes , I maybe too bias.

I treat my friends better than my soul-mate.

Somehow , I managed to tell her what's her to me , and what FRIENDS to me.

Recently , I became so emotional , not because of job matters but FRIENDS again.

All of my bunch of friends are leaving one after another ,

Too little time for me to talk to them , how much they meant to me.

I tried to hold back my tear when I bid farewell , I failed.

I know , they will come back someday , someday.

Life's goes on , it's bout time to step out for brighter future.

Everyone is looking forward to pursue their dreams.

And now , I wanna talk about you , Benny Teo.

A friend that I can put my faith on ,

A friend that I can sacrifice everything ,

A friend that I will lend you my shoulder when you're down.

My life without you , I guess I'm nobody now.

Just some words to you , BENNY.

No matter what happened to you there , just bear with it.

Stand for your own right as they do.

I know you will feel sad , leaving to US ,

We will be with you , Always.

Stay strong BROTHER !

Gotta miss you lots !

THANK YOU FOR ACCOMPANYING ME THROUGHOUT SO MANY YEARS.

SEE YOU NEXT YEAR !

TAKE CARE !

From:

Danny

Soul

Since the day onwards , it instills in your heart , no matter how hard I tried , I can't rub it off from your mind. It's been few months from then.

I know it's hard for you to recover from the wound that I made.

Time goes by , you tried not to think about it , I know you had force yourself to accept me.

But , you just can't help it anymore.

Not because you're afraid , is because you just don't want to have it anymore !

Maybe , our fate have comes to an end ?

I wish it won't end , like another 20years or 30years ?

I did mistakes , not once. I know.

Thank God , you never left me , but things getting complicated.

The faith that you had on me , the bonding of us , getting far apart.

This is what you trying to bring up and talk to me.

I refused , I've been so ego after that.

No one can help me anymore , just me myself.

And now , I hope that the worst thing will never happened , yet.

I know you're not going to give up easily , and so do I.

This phrase came across my mind ,

"You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why. "